About Her

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  ❄ This is my favourite dog ❄
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  ❄ May the Doggo ❄
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  ❄ Hi ❄

Me name is Alexia Faye.

If Chinese is more convenient for you; 林巧巸.

Singaporean is my nationality. If you are still confused, I am born in Singapore. 

And yes, I am still living in Singapore.

Born with scoliosis, it is definitely possible to prevent it from getting worse by investing some time into exercises and dance. But all the adulting will probably left you with little time for your body to regulate back to it's normal alignments. Yes, I also have hereditary neuropathy with liability to pressure palsy (HNPP), it is still manageable but I definitely feel like an old lady even though I am still consider young. I have ichthyosis vulgaris on both my legs and sometimes on the back of my forearms. My mum always told me that hers disappeared after puberty, but sadly mine stayed. Thus the reason why sometimes I wore leggings or stockings even when there isn't a need for it. I'm currently living my life with mild carpal tunnel syndrome (CTS), it comes and goes whenever it feels like it. 

I'm a procrastinator even though I have high self discipline. It's like knowing that you need to finish something that you know you can complete, but it is what comes next that makes you want to delay until you have the mood. High self discipline is like when it comes to the need of having to brush teeth before bed. Even if I have food poisoning and I feel like dying, I will still drag myself to brush my own teeth before I die on my bed. 

I have introvert struggles. Replying to a single comment or a message could take me up to an hour or more. Which is why it is way better for my well being if I don't try to reply any of them. I will still do the bare minimum like a one word reply and or liking your comments or messages. My minimum engagement with you does not mean I don't appreciate your replies or conversations, I really do appreciate it and is very grateful that you spent your time showing me that you are here for me. All your engagement to the things I posted out made me feel like doing more, but of course I will also have burn outs when I flood myself with tons of ideas. As much as I know about myself, making video related contents are like making conversations. I feel burn out when I made too much videos.

I can’t live without music. I only found out why when I moved to a quiet house. I grew up in a house full of quarrels, fights, violent parents and a 24 hours non stop talking mother. And no, she doesn't talk much about me to me. She talks about why am I not what she wanted. She talks about the past, she talks about my dad. Sometimes she shouts at Tv shows or dramas. It was when I finally moved out from the house and settled down in a place I can call my own house that was when I realised somehow something was still unsettling. Working alone in a room with no noise was super new, weird, uncomfortable? But it's definitely getting better lately, I'm starting to get use to the peace I never had.

I am definitely grateful to my broken family, my handful of friends and tons of enemies. Thanks to them I matured really fast, became a depress and pessimistic child. It's a tremendously long story so maybe some other time, when I can reminisce about how time had flown LOL.

I love singing, but I cringe when I hear my own recorded voice. Still trying to get over it as singing really helps me to release all my stress. I started singing at a very young age, in bathrooms during bathing time but mother always told me that I'm too loud and too noisy. Oh well, but I still love singing LOL!

I love dancing, like alot. When I dance I forget about everything else. I feel happier and less tired. Even now, I will still try my best to squeeze out time and energy for dance whenever I can. I started dancing since primary 5. When I was in secondary school I joined a drama club, originally for dance but I ended up as one of the cast and had to act. It was stress but it was also refreshing and unbelievably fun. 

I love DOGSSSS. Honestly I love all animals, it's just that I have absolutely no idea how to handle them the right way. Watching animal videos are one of the ways I escape from reality LOL! I do hope I get to learn how to handle all the different kinds of animals.

Of all drinks, I specifically loves Koi's yakult green tea. Well Singapore can really be hot sometimes, and the only drink that pops up in my mind is yakult green tea. I like drinks with a little bit of both bitter and sweet, but more importantly it's the ice that makes it's so refreshing.

I'm a loyal fan of anime, manga and games. This will probably never change HAHAHA! Totally influenced by Japanese subcultures and never have I regret it. I enjoy creating photos of myself and the characters that I love. But I'm now into crocheting and I have so much crochet projects I want to create!!

I'm probably one of the most liveliest yet awkward person you will ever see. Despite my unpredictable nerve disorders, I still prefers making my own costumes and edit my own photos. Knowledge is endless. I'm currently teaching myself how to sew, craft, photo edit and many more blah blah blah. I will still squeeze time out for exercises and games whenever I can. Also yes, I love to daydream and have many waifus and husbandos too. That's perfectly normal.

This is a blog of me who diverse a lot, or rather has diverse interests? This place is not just for cosplay, it contains everything that I observed & love. 

Most of the time I do stuff, and then I talk about it.

Thanks for stopping by and hope you like my English.😜